1st permanent job

As of 1st Jan 2009 I am nw a permanent staff @ Handicaps Welfare Association. I kw I hate Accounts. Bt come 2 think of it I nd 2 stay 2 1 job already since I am a permanent staff coz nw it s nt easy 2 look 4 a job coz everywhere s retrenchment. Sigh... Poor me hav 2 stay put here. Sob... Sob...